Joy of Gazing

Saturday of the Thirty-Fourth Week in Ordinary Time
Feast of Saint Andrew, Apostle

Gospel of Matthew 4:18-22



As Jesus was walking by the Sea of Galilee, he saw two brothers, Simon who is called Peter, and his brother Andrew, casting a net into the sea; they were fishermen.  He said to them, "Come after me, and I will make you fishers of men."

Today we celebrate the Feast of Saint Andrew.   Known as Peter's brother and a follower of John the Baptist,  Andrew accepted Jesus' invitation to become one of his first and closest Apostles. Like Peter, Andrew later became a martyr for the faith brutally undergoing crucifixion. He's honored as the Patron Saint of Scotland, Greece, Russia, Romania, and the Ukraine.

On a personal note, if I ever gave birth to a son I'd choose the name Andrew. What if he accepted the call to become a "fisher of men" and joined the priesthood?  What a proud mama I'd be!

Joy of Gazing  Featured in Magnificat's Meditation of the Day is Saint Theresa of Avila's  poem  To Saint Andrew.  She ends each stanza with the follow words:  What joy will gazing on You be?  

I pondered this question in light of a Christian's call to follow Jesus. Some people may be called to religious life.  Others may be called to the vocation of marriage or to the single life.  All of us no matter our chosen vocation can become  fishers of men (and women) by radiating the joy of Christ in our decisions and actions. By gazing up at the crucifix during Mass, a crucifix in our homes, or the crucifix we wear, we can prayerfully meditate on ways to best serve our community.  Minister in communities with similar problems and issues the Apostles often experienced themselves.

How can I be a better disciple of Christ? What can I do to radiate joy and love toward others?  Am I willing to become a martyr for the faith?  

Confess Jesus is Lord  Saint Paul in his Letter to the Romans states:  If you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.  

It's sad when people profane Christ's name instead of proclaiming it with joy.  Within our highly secularized world, the idea of being saved becomes selfish and meaningless.  We can "save" ourselves from bullying by becoming a bully.  We can save ourselves from family discord by filing for divorce.  We can save ourselves from emotional pain by blurring our minds with drugs and alcohol.  Why don't we rely on Christ Jesus to save us from our burdens and sufferings?  Jesus is Lord!  He loves us so much!  Yet, we turn our backs away from him.  We avoid the joy of gazing into his life and following his example.  It's too hard.  It's too complicated. It's too against our modern ways!

Have there been times in my life when I thought badly of Christ and blamed him for my sufferings?  Have I ever turned my back away from him?  Have I ever been a non-believer relying on secular conveniences for happiness and content?

Come after Me, My Child!    We're blessed by  many generous women and men who've consecrated their lives to Christ and His Church.  I'd like to send a special THANK-YOU to all of our priests and religious.  Their joy for Christ radiates in their humble, courageous, and dedicated service to Catholics around the world!

-J.

I originally wrote this meditation under the title "Feast of St Andrew, Apostle" featured on Daily Meditations with Fr. Alfonse .

Leaves May Fall But God's Words Will Remain

Friday of the Thirty-Fourth Week in Ordinary Time

Gospel of Luke 21:29-33


"Consider the fig tree and all the other trees.  When their buds burst open, you see for yourselves and know that summer is now near; in the same way, when you see these things happening, know that the Kingdom of God is near.........Heaven and earth will pass away, but my words will not pass away."


Autumn is my favorite time of the year.  The air is crisp and comfortable.  The heat of Texas' scorching Summer cools down which is a welcomed relief!  Usually our tree foliage isn't as dramatic as New England.  However, in 2013 the trees are more beautifully colored than usual.  Not just drab browns and yellows but brilliant reds and oranges.  (I attribute this to our rainy Spring and Summer.) The leaves  hang on the trees a little longer even though we've hit freezing temps.  I don't remember a Fall so spectacular.  I can clearly see God's handiwork in creating Mother Nature and all of her colorful surprises.

The leaves may fall off the trees and soon die, but we know God's words will never die!  Just think of the wonderful bible stories available centuries after they were written.  Think of the Ten Commandments  Moses handed down to the Israelites which remain a central focus in the examination of our consciences.  What about the wonderful Psalms woven into hymns, poems, and literature?  I love the religious themes portrayed in beautiful works of sacred art.  Clearly God's words, as expressed through his divine authors and artists, live and breathe within us. They provide us with inspiration, courage, and wisdom that's indescribable.  

God's words interact with each of us on a personal and intimate level.  Each time I read or hear a familiar bible passage, the Holy Spirit  prompts me to interpret it slightly differently. God's words are constantly evolving, adapting to our life experiences.  A spiritual presence with us at all times!

I encourage the faithful to read the bible regularly, especially the Mass readings of the day.  Then write a few thoughts in a prayer journal.  Personally, I've been tremendously blessed by writing daily meditations on this online blog.  Some people may not be as comfortable sharing thoughts on the global Internet which is okay.  The act of writing down our own thoughts is greatly beneficial to our emotional well-being.  I absolutely love to write and hope to write a book someday if it's God's will.  For now I will keep typing away on this blog using the Holy Scripture as a guide.  

Let's take a few minutes out of the "Black Friday" shopping madness and spend time with the sacred scripture.  God's words will always remain even after the latest techno gadget becomes obsolete or the latest fashion craze goes out of style!

-J.

Thanksgiving Blessings

Thursday of the Thirty-Fourth Week in Ordinary Time

Book of Daniel 6:12-28

"For he is the living God, enduring forever; his Kingdom shall not be destroyed, and his dominion shall be without end.  He is deliverer and savior, working signs and wonders in heaven and on earth, and he delivered Daniel from the lion's power."

Today in America we celebrate Thanksgiving.  It's a special day spent with family and friends.  We gorge on plenty of turkey, dressing, and pumpkin pie.  We watch the Macy's Thanksgiving Day parade, cheer on our favorite football team or check out pre-Black Friday sales.  It's a beautiful day where we stop and give thanks for the many blessings in our lives.  Just like the Pilgrims and the Indians feasted together at the first Thanksgiving, we as Christians do the same thing.

In the book of Daniel, the Prophet Daniel definitely had so much to be grateful for!  He served a compassionate King,  and he fervently prayed even though it was forbidden by Persian Law.  Daniel's faithfulness ultimately saved him from being eaten alive by fierce lions.  I'm sure we can think of many times in our lives when our own faithfulness has saved us from bad circumstances.

Here is a brief list of what I'm thankful for:

1. My Catholic faith and the rich blessings it brings to my life
2. My wonderful and loving family
3. Close and enduring friends
4. A wonderful parish community
5. A wonderful little dachshund who brings me so much joy! 
6. Good health and hygiene
7. A good job that's able to pay the bills and feed the belly
8. The gift of intelligence and a sense of humor
9. Opportunities for education that many women in other countries do not have
10. My vocation to the single life
11. Being a home owner, especially as a single woman!
12. A freedom of religion without threat of violence or harm for my faith
13. Our wonderful priests, religious and consecrated persons.
14. Easy access to technology and the Internet
15. Proudly living in the U.S.A!

The list goes on and on......  

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!

"Let the earth bless the Lord, praise and exalt him above all forever."

-J.

Jesus' Hair Care

Wednesday of the Thirty-Fourth Week in Ordinary Time

Gospel of Luke 21:12-19


"You will be hated by all because of my name, but not a hair on your head will be destroyed.  By your perseverance, you will secure your lives."

I'm blessed to work for a major personal care company who distributes hair care products.    My own shower is stocked full of great smelling shampoos & conditioners.  I can select a different hair product for each day of the week.  My family loves when I give them product samples for birthday and Christmas gifts.  The beauty industry is fun to work in.  Creating innovative products that delight customers takes a lot of perseverance.  Years of formulation tweaks, testing, and special attention to global regulatory compliance make our hair products some of the best in the marketplace.

We all complain of "bad hair days."  We may worry when we see grey hairs or notice a receding hairline.  Our scalps may itch from unsightly dandruff.  Our kid's hair may be infected with pesky lice!  Oh, and nobody likes to be scalded by a curling iron!

In the gospel,  Jesus says that even when people hate us he will not allow a hair on our heads to be destroyed. These are encouraging words especially in light of the violence and hostility in the world.  I'm so grateful to live in a country with freedom of religion.  Yes, some of our "religious liberties" are under scrutiny, but overall we do not have to worry about being killed because we're Christian.  I think of Middle Eastern and African countries where Christians are the minority.  They become easy targets for the Muslim extremists.  Wouldn't it be great if all religions could co-exist in peace?  Unfortunately, this is highly unlikely since religious intolerance has been around since biblical days.

Are we going to walk around with tangled, uncombed, rat's nest hair?  Or are we going to wash it, condition it, and style it to make ourselves look attractive?  Why don't we allow Jesus Christ to be our hair stylist?  He'll definitely help protect us from dryness, weakness, and damage.

-J.

Heavenly Jewels

Tuesday of the Thirty-Fourth Week in Ordinary Time

Gospel of Luke 21:5-11


While some people were speaking about how the temple was adorn with costly stones and votive offerings, Jesus said, "All that you see here-the days will come when there will not be left a stone upon another stone that will no be thrown down."

I imagine the temple adorned with precious stones and fine jewels along with regular building stones.  The people wanted the Yahweh's house to be beautiful  and welcoming.  Just like the Ark of the Covenant adorn with precious gold, the temple's architectural features venerated God.   Jesus warns that such costly stones and votive offerings will be destroyed.  The new Christian faith won't be isolated to the city of Jerusalem.  God will become omnipresent everywhere and with us at all times.

Can you imagine as modern-day Christians our only place of worship was a temple in Jerusalem? Not many of us could travel so far for Sunday worship!  What if Christianity failed to spread and churches never formed around the world?  Christianity would seize to exist.  What a travesty......

When I think of heaven, I see a peaceful and tranquil place.  No illness.  No violence and war.  No stress and burdens.  No poverty, hunger, or homelessness.  We're surrounded by friends and loved ones as well as the Saints.  What immense joy! The heavenly jewels of the Kingdom of God would be of no monetary value; however, they'd be even more precious.  I imagine our individual guardian angels adorned with such fine heavenly jewels.  Each jewel radiating a specific virtue to aid us through our lives.

What would the heavenly jewels consist of?

Rubies of love
Sapphires of devotion
Diamonds & Pearls of purity
Citrines of  joy
Emeralds of hope
Amethysts for healing
Onyx for protection
Gold for courage
  
 When I see jewels, I'm reminded that God created everything on earth to be beautiful.  Man's fallen nature makes things ugly.  Why not wear the heavenly jewels of Christ?  Always remember his immense love for us.  Keep things holy and beautiful!

-J.

Offer Your Whole Livelihood, Not Just Your Wallet

Monday of the Thirty-Fourth Week in Ordinary Time

Gospel of Luke 21:1-4

"I tell you truly, this poor widow put in more than all the rest; for those others have all made offerings from their surplus wealth, but she, from her poverty, has offered her whole livelihood."  

I must confess I sometimes feel envious of those who are wealthy enough to donate large sums of money to the Church.  They start endowment funds for students attending Catholic schools.  The affluent host large fundraising dinners for capital campaigns and then pledge millions for the initial contribution.  Others give huge sums to local seminaries and Catholic universities.  Many times these same "wealthy" people are able to mingle with the higher ups in the Catholic Church.  Bishops, monsignors, and even more popular priests don't mind becoming close friends with these wealthy patrons.

 I live paycheck by paycheck.  I took quite a pay reduction when I accepted my new job a couple of years ago.  Money is tight.  I don't always have enough money left over to do a proper tithe.  I donate a lot of my time in volunteer ministries.  Shouldn't this count?  I know on Stewardship Sunday we hear the speeches about giving our "time, talent, and treasure" so I guess I'm doing ok.  I could give more.  I could budget for a better tithe.  I should follow the widow's way:  offer my whole livelihood.  Even a couple of dollars in the Sunday collection basket and item donations to St. Vincent de Paul is a form of giving even if it's not from a huge surplus of wealth.

I may not be blessed with the gift of philanthropy.  I may not be made of millions or influential in the Catholic Church.  However,  the wealthy are not any better than the poor.  Money can't always buy happiness, true devotion, and love.  Giving out of a poverty of spirit is something Our Lord encourages.

Let's offer up our whole livelihood not just a bulging wallet!

-J.

Christ the King

Sunday of the Thirty-Fourth Week in Ordinary Time
Our Lord Jesus Christ, King of the Universe

Gospel of Luke 23:35-43

Now one of the criminals hanging there reviled Jesus saying, "Are you not the Christ?  Save yourself and us." The other, however rebuking him said in reply, "Have you no fear of God, for you are subject to the same condemnation?  And indeed, we have been condemned justly, for the sentence we received corresponds to our crimes, but this man has done nothing criminal."  

Today we celebrate the Solemnity of Christ the King and the end of the liturgical calendar. Next Sunday we begin a new year with the First Sunday of Advent.  Wow, it seems like only yesterday Pope Benedict dedicated 2012-2013 to the "Year of Faith."  This year has flown by.  Hopefully it has been a fruitful year for all Catholics around the world!

 Did I participate in special events or pilgrimages to celebrate the "Year of Faith"?  Did I learn anything new in my spiritual journey?  Am I committed to spreading the faith to others as we enter the new liturgical year?  

Save yourself!   The rulers sneered and jeered at Jesus.  One of the criminals reviled him.  Everybody insisted that if Christ was truly "King of the Jesus" he could save himself as well as the others.  Jesus wasn't going to give in to such demands....

When I think of "save yourself" I think of selfish and conceited people.  They rather "save their own hide" by lying, cheating, and stealing than admit they are guilty of wrong doing.  They only do what's best for them, what benefits them, and what makes them feel more "beautiful" inside even after what they've done is ugly and disgusting.

Am I guilty of thinking of myself first before others?  Do I want to save myself from trouble & consequences even when I know what I've done is wrong?  

This man has done nothing criminal.   Of course, we all know Jesus was falsely accused.  He never killed, cheated, or stole.  The only thing he was"guilty" of was loving, healing, and saving the lowest of the lowly:  sinner, tax collectors, prostitutes, and lepers.

We are quick to falsely accuse people of crimes based on stereotypes- race, color, nationality, or economic status.  Our prison system is overflowing with criminals.  How many of those incarcerated really committed a crime?  Sophisticated DNA technology has exonerated more and more  people behind bars over the last few years.  It makes me wonder how many others did nothing criminal.  They just happen to be in the wrong place at the wrong time.

You will be with me in Paradise.  A confident Christian may think:   I earned a one-way pass into the heavenly Paradise!  I can sit alongside Christ our King happy and content listening to the angels sing with my loved ones present.  

Wait, let's back track.....

Every day we commit the "crime of sin" even if it's only a little white lie.  Sometimes we are so burden with sin that we can feel like harden criminals.  If we want to receive an admission ticket into Paradise, we must recognize our sins and make an honest effort to cleanse ourselves. Going to the Sacrament of Reconciliation on a regular basis helps.  Furthermore, we should make an honest effort to look outside of ourselves and help others in need, especially those who may have committed a "crime" but have nobody else to turn to.

Christ is truly our King, Lord and Savior.  Thanks be to God!

-J.

The Coming Age

Saturday of the Thirty-Third Week in Ordinary Time

Gospel of Luke 20:27-40


Jesus said to them, "The children of this age marry and remarry; but those who are deemed worthy to attain to the coming age and to the resurrection of the dead neither marry nor are given in marriage.  They can no longer die, for they are like angels...."

The Church liturgy revisits this passage from the Gospel of Luke as we quickly approach the beautiful season of Advent.

 My parents divorced when I was only six years old. Father was an alcoholic and physically abusive.  After 8 years of marriage, mom packed up our belongings and moved us from Northern California to Texas where she could be closer to her family. Mom financially struggled  raising two children with no child support. She could have re-married if she wanted to but felt most comfortable raising her two daughters on her own.  It took tremendous sacrifice and courage.  To this day I'm so proud of the excellent job my mother did.  She didn't need to be married and remarried seven times like the widow in the gospel reading.  She raised an all-female household all by herself!

I must confess I'm a little  frighten of marriage.  I do not want to turn out  married to a user and an abuser.  I don't want my marriage to end in divorce.  This is why I've still remained single.  I've dated a few fine men and a few deadbeats.  I briefly accepted a marriage proposal but couldn't go through with it.  Even at one time I thought I may have a call to the religious life!  Certainly there are several congregations of women religious who now accept candidates in their late 30s early 40s.  After a process of discernment, I decided its best I remain in the laity.   There are so many ways I can serve the church without being a vowed religious.

I pray that Our Lord will send me just that special man.  Someone who I can share my inner thoughts and feelings with.  A man I can be fully and completely intimate with on all levels.  I think when I do find that special gentleman my fears of marriage will disappear.  I think the Devil has a lot to do with my internal fears.  Nothing wrong with marriage.  In fact, the Church is such a huge supporter of marriage.  I sometimes feel left out because I'm not part of the marriage vocation.

All in all I'm glad I've waited for the right person.  I know so many people who have married and later divorced.  They battle with bitterness and anger.  They trade off the kids back and forth from home to home.  They often remarry introducing "step" parents into the family.  A lot of pain and anguish involved in a broken- up marriage.  I thank the Lord every day I'm not part of the rising statistic.

The Coming Age - Will it involve accepting a marriage proposal in the future?  Or does the Lord wish for me to remain single?  I'm happy either way!  Right now I'm enjoying my life to its fullest as a single woman.  I look forward to the coming age and to the resurrection of the dead when my last hours on earth approach.  I certainly want Christ to accept me!  I think I have an excellent shot if I remain faithful to the Catholic Church and Christ's teachings.

-J.

JFK Remembered 50 Years Later

Yesterday November 22nd marked the 50th Anniversary of the assassination of Our 35th President John F. Kennedy.  He became the first and only Catholic president.  Our Bishop of the Diocese of Dallas held a special memorial service at Dealey Plaza where the fateful shot took place.  It was a sober occasion for those in attendance.

The murder took place nearly 10 years before I was born.  Living in Dallas at the time, my mother gives an account of that horrific day.  She was eating lunch in the middle school cafeteria.  My grandmother worked as a cashier at a local Woolworths department store.  Granddaddy calculated away as a staff accountant at  Braniff Airlines.  People always  remember where they were and what they did at the moment of a tragic event.

The entire nation was shocked.  A state of mourning ensued.  Americans couldn't believe such a popular president was shot dead.  Nothing like this had ever happened before.  50 years later, conspiracy theories and questions still remain.

That fateful day stigmatized Dallas, Texas for years to come.  My mom recalls people blaming the city for its lack of security and overall anti-catholic mentality.  The President's initiative in Vietnam and tough support of civil rights lead to questioning if his assassination was racially infused.  Of course, the majority of Americans believed the Mafia played a role in the assassination.

The assassination of President Kennedy still remains as part of our nation's history. A few years ago I visited the JFK Presidential Library in Boston, Massachusetts.  The museum depicts the president in a much more positive light.  His life is remembered more than his horrific death.  (I remember viewing Jackie's beautiful suits and shoes.  That classic Camelot style!)

The assassination of JFK is a reminder of the need for us to value all human life.  Do not kill for the sake of  hate, bigotry, greed or revenge.

-J.

A House of Prayer

Friday of the Thirty-Third Week in Ordinary Time

Gospel of Luke 19:45-48

Jesus entered the temple area and proceeded to drive out those who were selling things, saying to them, "It is written, My house shall be a house of prayer, but you have made it a den of thieves."  

(Side note:  Good thing I double checked my spelling.  I originally typed "The Gospel of Luck" instead of the Gospel of Luke!  )


Gospel passages and corresponding themes repeat throughout the liturgical calendar. This is one we heard at Mass a few weeks ago.  However, this passage describes Jesus' cleansing of the temple differently.  Jesus mentions the temple as "a house of prayer" taken over by "a den of thieves."  No money changers, doves, or sheep. Most likely Jesus continued to crack his whip out of disgust!  

My parish experienced a series of thefts over the last year.  People stole prayer books, candles and holy cards.  Vandals decorated the bathroom stalls and walls with graffiti. Even the master key to the facility was stolen prompting our pastor to change the door locks.  The parish is located in a neighborhood with a demographic not as affluent as in years past.   However, there's still no excuse for theft.  I can see why Jesus became so angry with the thieves in the temple.  We as parishioners felt violated after the thefts in our beautiful parish.  I will never understand why people steal from and vandalize a church.  At least my parish still has copper wiring.  In the rural areas like where my grandparents live copper theft in churches is a common occurrence.  Most of the time the copper is sold for drugs.

How can we be more prayerful as individuals? What can we do to ensure our places of worship are houses of prayer?

When I pray in a church, I cherish silence.  I like to hear my inner mind speak without the influence of outside noise.  I can easily get distracted by talk.  I get frustrated when I skip a rosary "Hail Mary" due to a noise disruption.  I attend the early morning Sunday Mass without music.  I prefer it this way.  I can listen to the words the priest says.  I can listen to the Lord speaking in my heart.  I lift up my prayers to Him with peacefulness.  No, I'm not adverse to singing.  I actually love to sing!  (I've been in the choir at former parishes.)  However, when it comes to praying with the liturgy quietness seems to work best for me.  

One of my favorite prayer times is when I pray the rosary before I drift off to sleep.  I usually lie in bed with eyes shut and my dog snuggled next to me.  I like to imagine myself as a character in the mystery.  I may be Elizabeth pregnant with John the Baptist.  I may be the naked guy that runs away when Jesus is arrested in the Agony of the Garden.  I may be John baptizing Jesus in the Jordan river.  Or, I may be Mary Magdalene seeing Jesus rising from the tomb.  I find creative prayer always keeps me spiritually engaged with the Lord. 

-J.

What Makes for Peace?

Thursday of the Thirty-Third Week in Ordinary Time
The Presentation of the Blessed Virgin Mary

Gospel of Luke 19:41-44

As Jesus drew near Jerusalem, he saw the city and wept over it, saying, "If this day you only knew what makes for peace-but now it is hidden from your eyes."

When I think of peace, the following words come to mind:  tranquility, calmness, silence, gentleness, relaxation, and love.  I treasure peaceful experiences when walking my dog, tending to my herb garden, praying the rosary, reading a good novel, or enjoying a nice glass of wine by the kindling fire.  I'm thankful for the peace I have between my family and friends.  

In the hustle and bustle of life, so many people don't feel at peace with themselves or others.  They are constantly on the move trying to live up to the Jones': Be successful, powerful, rich, and popular. People are under so much stress to meet the demands of modern-day materialism.  They are frantically trying to raise a family and satisfy a lucrative career- oftentimes at the expense of their own spiritual health.  

My heart has not always been peaceful.  I've harbored a lot of anger and resentment thinking my life wasn't good enough.  I often criticized myself for not being smarter, more successful, or even a holier person!  I so wanted to be like others.  But, then with age and maturity I began to realize God created me as a unique woman.  The only way to feel genuine peace in my heart is to be happy with myself and thankful for my blessings.  When I try to be like others, coveting their talents and envying their accomplishments, my heart become anxious.  God gave me special talents.  Talents he expects me to develop and use to benefit his creation.  

What brings the most peace is my Catholic faith. I don't know what I would do without the liturgy and the sacraments. Today we celebrate the Presentation of the Blessed Virgin Mary.  As the Queen of Peace, we can count on Mary to look after us in times of need.  

Blessed are the peacemakers for they will be called the children of God. (Matthew 5:9)

Amen.

-J.

Engage in the Faith Trade

Wednesday of the Thirty-Third Week in Ordinary Time

Gospel of Luke 19:11-28
A nobleman went off to a distant country to obtain the kingship for himself and then to return.  He called ten of his servants and gave them ten gold coins and told them, 'Engage in trade with these until I return.'

I imagine the nobleman as a wealthy client of an Antiquities Investment Firm asking his portfolio managers (i.e. servants) to do a bit of trading on the Biblical Gold Exchange. Two of the managers are highly aggressive investors whereas the third manager is a bit of a newbie,  fearful his client's gold will drop in value.  The third manager obviously doesn't  like his "demanding" client.  Why even bother to make money for the new king? Just store the gold coin in a ratty-old used handkerchief and give it back to him.

Engage in the Faith Trade   When I think of the ten gold coins I think of our Lord's Ten Commandments. Thou shall not steal, thou shall not kill, thou shall not covet, etc. ......

Am I guilty of disobeying one of the Commandments?  Have I sincerely followed the concept of " do unto others"?  Have I made an effort to engage in the faith trade - sharing my faith with others through Godly actions, words, and deeds?

The Faith Trade is a challenge. It's not created for the weak or the faint of heart.  It's Christ focused, God infused, and Holy Spirit driven.  The Faith Trade takes perseverance, integrity, strength, dedication and courage. The wicked servant in Jesus' parable made a costly and foolish mistake.  His coin was taken away and given to another with ten. He didn't obey his master's request to trade the money wisely.  Instead he harbored bitterness and criticism of his master choosing to do absolutely nothing out of fear.

Is there a time in my life when I've been asked to do something and didn't follow through?  Does bitterness ravage my soul to the point I won't lift up a finger to help someone in need?  

Be faithful in small matters  Well done, Servant!  Boy, how I love to hear praise for a job well done even for something minor.  I like to be rewarded for my hard-earned effort.  I deserve it!  I did my best!  I was over the top!  Not so fast.....Christ wants us to be humbly faithful in small matters.  Never take anything or anyone for granted. Don't become haughty and arrogant.  Handle small matters with integrity and dignity.  We want others to see Christ in us and through us.  In the case of the good servants, the nobleman rewarded them by letting them take charge of ten cities.  At the end of time, will God reward those faithful in small matters entrance into the Kingdom of God?  It's all up to how we live our lives on earth.

Do I distort small matters in perverted ways or handle small matters in holy ways?

Who has, more will be given   To have or have-not...That is the question!  The more we share the faith of Christ with others, the more we will reap the benefits.  For every ounce of heavenly gold we share the more spiritually rich we become.  Faith flourishes when its nurtured and treasured.  On the flip side, we may become spiritually penniless by our lack of faith.  What may be a reason for a lack of faith?  Tragedy, illness, death, resentment, anger, antipathy and ignorance.  The list goes on and on.  We should never allow our burdens to overpower us.  We have so much to look forward to in the Kingdom of Heaven.  

Let's participate in a global faith trade and evangelize the message of Christ Jesus!

-J.

I wrote this meditation originally published on Daily Meditations with Fr. Alfonse blog.

Spirit-Filled Courage

Tuesday of the Thirty-Third Week in Ordinary Time

2 Maccabees 6:18-31


Eleazar, one of the foremost scribes, a man of advanced age and noble appearance, was forced to open his mouth to eat pork.  But preferring a glorious death to life of defilement, he spat out the meat, and went forward of his own accord to the instrument of torture, as people ought to do who have the courage to reject the food which is unlawful to taste even for love of life.

The Holy Spirit invites me to meditate on the first reading of today's mass.  The First and Second Book of Maccabees are rarely introduced into the liturgy.  They are powerful and emotional texts detailing suffering for the faith.  I encourage others to take time to read and reflect on them. Quite eye-opening....

Eleazar demonstrated tremendous courage in his refusal to eat the pork forced upon him.  When I first read this passage, I thought to myself, "Gosh, why didn't this old man just eat the meat to save his own life?  Is it that big of a deal?"  Unfortunately, eating pork was forbidden in Jewish law.  Eleazar as well as other faithful servants of the Lord rather die than be subjected to defilement.

I don't know if I could muster up the courage to become a martyr!  Could I subject myself to starvation for the sake of my faith?  Saint Maximillian Kolbe did it.  He died of starvation in a Nazi concentration camp, taking the place of another.  He was blessed with the courageousness and empathy in the middle of the horror of the Holocaust....

The thought of dying is frightening.  I'm frightened of the intense pain and discomfort I may feel.  I don't know how the Lord will take me away.  I always pray its painless and quick.  I hope I'm in a full state of grace when the moment happens.  I can't worry about dying .  I need to worry about living!  Possess the courage to live a virtuous and courageous life.  Be willing to die for Jesus Christ even if I may be scared to death.  Of course, I should always remember Christ's words:  "Do not be afraid!"

-J.

The Blind Can See

Monday of the Thirty-Third Week in Ordinary Time


Gospel of Luke 18:35-43

As Jesus approached Jericho a blind man was sitting by the roadside begging, and hearing a crowd going by, he inquired what was happening.  They told him, "Jesus of Nazareth is passing by."  He shouted, "Jesus, Son of David, have pity on me!"

This poor blind man!  He so desperately wanted to see Jesus.  What a pity the people walking the streets tried to silence his cries.  I'm sure the people felt embarrassed.  They saw the blind beggar as a low life, a cripple, and a good for nothing.  Yet through all of this ridicule, the beggar's tremendous faith shouted through.  Jesus brought back this man's sight.  

I know people who are blind-folded.  They purposely ignore signs of distress in others.  They do not want to admit their daughter is a drug addict, their son is gay, or their father is bedridden and all alone.  These people are "blind" to the circumstances of others.  They are so wrapped around egoism and self-love that they turn their backs on others experiencing hurt & confusion.  Those who see choose not to see.  Those who are blind want to see. 

Next time we are with someone, we should look straight into their eyes and tell them how much we love and care about them.  We should make it a point to "see" the good in others.  Yes, we may  not like this or that person.  We may even hate to even look in that person's direction.  But, Christ never turned is back on his faithful!  He healed people throughout his ministry.  We can "heal" our relationships through better communication.  We can be more Christ-like.  It takes prayer, sacrifice, and due diligence to remove the blind folds and see the light of faith.

-J.

A Stone's Throw Away, Really?

Sunday of the Thirty-Third Week in Ordinary Time

Gospel of Luke 21:5-19 (Click Here For Readings)      
                                         
Then he said to them, "Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom.  There will be powerful earthquakes, famines, and plagues from place to place; and awesome sights and mighty signs will come from the sky......." 

A Stone's Throw Away, Really?  Countries around the globe, such as Japan and most recently the Philippines, have experienced major earthquakes, hurricanes, tsunamis, floods, and typhoons. Wars in Egypt and Syria have left thousands dead.  Government corruption and greed fuel the growing human trafficking and hunger problems facing many third-world nations.  Economies are on the verge of collapse.  What is this world coming to? Could the end time be near?  All of the signs seem to be present!  Before we freak out and begin to stock storm shelters with supplies and spread viral warnings on social media announcing "The End is Near," let's stop for a moment and think.  Is the end of the world really a stone's throw away?  Nope!  Freakish weather-related events and war have occurred ever since the times Jesus walked on earth. I think we can relax and know that Jesus will not return to pass final judgment in our life time. However, we still must remain diligent, prepared, and alert.  The end of the world may not come soon but personal burdens & tragedy may happen that will test our spiritual strength.

Do not be deceived, for many will come in my name. The Media will continue to portray negative, heart-wrenching stories to scare us into believing all of the world is evil and corrupt.  Psychics and Mediums will try to "predict" the future in their client's lives. Fanatics will send out mass propaganda trying to convince the public that the apocalypse is near.  Beware of the charlatans who prey on the weak, the helpless, and the ignorant.  This is why it's important to be fully knowledgeable of Christ's teachings.  Be able to identify the fraud and phony "prophet" from Christ Jesus the True Prophet.  

Persevere and secure your lives  People will mock us and hate us for our Christian beliefs.  We will continue to be viewed as the "bad guys" by the secular world.  Those of us who strongly believe in Christ's message will need to persevere, effectively handling harsh criticisms and bias.  Jesus says in the gospel that  By your perseverance you will secure your lives.  At the final judgment, Jesus will know exactly who deserves entrance into the Kingdom of Heaven.  We cannot worry about the end of time being in the present or the near future. We should be concerned about living our lives to the fullest - persevering through our goals and challenges with Christ as our focus.

-J.

Praying Always

Saturday of the Thirty-Second Week in Ordinary Time

Gospel of Luke 18:1-8

Jesus told his disciples a parable about the necessity for them to pray always without becoming weary....

Work has been incredibly busy these past two weeks.  My boss is on maternity leave.  I've been assigned some of her routine tasks.  I feel a little overwhelmed!  The work itself isn't difficult it's just something new involving leadership skills.  I think God has presented me with a terrific opportunity to show upper management my true potential.  I often feel under-utilized and bored, so I'm taking this opportunity with diligence. 

Will I be able to gather all of the required information for my report?  Will I be able to speak over a conference call and make sense?  Can I effectively handle some of the more difficult personalities?  Will I make a good impression?  I'm scared to death I will fail and fail hard!

I feel the necessity to pray especially at challenging times.  Even though I feel weary from a long work day, I know spending a few moments with Jesus, even if it's through my blog meditations, helps release anxiety.  How comforting to know Our Lord listens to my concerns, blessing me with intellect and resilience.  I'm good at my job.  Lack of confidence is my downfall most of the time.

How can I build up more self-confidence so I can be a more effective leader?  Through persistent prayer!

I find it difficult to set time out of the day for prayer.  But, I think it's essential for my own sanity.  Reading scripture or saying a decade of the rosary brings about the much needed peace that I crave.  Sometimes my mind becomes occupied with negative thoughts.  I ruminate about criticisms and doubts.  I easily complain and quick to take offense.  I can avoid so much of these weaknesses through prayer.  Prayer along with regular use of the Sacraments nourishes not only my soul but my mental and physical health.

-J.

Christ in a Lightning Flash

Thursday of the Thirty-Second Week in Ordinary Time

Gospel of Luke 17:20-25


Jesus said in reply, "The coming of the Kingdom of God cannot be observed, and no one will announce, 'Look, here it is' or 'There it is.".......Do not go off, do not run in pursuit. For just as lightning flashes and lights up the sky from one side to the other, so will the Son of Man be in his day.  But first he must suffer greatly and be rejected by this generation.

Once again Jesus is warning the impending nature of his death.  The Pharisees ask when the Kingdom of God will arrive.  They wish to find out the "what, when, where, and how" answer to their question.  They appear confused. But, honestly they want to trip up our Lord into saying something that will forever condemn him.  His response is allusive as ever.

Just like the flash of lightning up in the sky, Jesus appeared on earth in human form to soon disappear. His "electrical charge"still  illuminates the sky in a spectacular display of glowing light.  With the ability to reach miles above the atmosphere, the lightning may awe true believers.  On the other hand, the intense lightning flash may blind non-believers.  It's dangerous to attempt storm chasing!  We cannot tell when such a lightning storm will occur.  Just like weather prediction isn't an exact science, so is the coming of the Kingdom of God.

Will I make it into the Kingdom of God?  What is this place really like?  Do I believe it exists or is this all just a figment of some bearded man's imagination?  How can I get in?

An atheist may say, "Well, there is a logical reasonable explanation for the lightning flash.  It's based on science and not some religious enigma.  Please spare me this rubbish about a Kingdom of God.  We have a Kingdom called Earth.  We need to live it up and enjoy it to the fullest.  Be as decadent as you want.  Do whatever you want!  There isn't going to be a final judgment..."

A Christian may say, "Wow, I look forward to the Kingdom of God.  I truly believe there is a God in heaven!  I strive to be a holy person, a caring person, and genuine.  I wish to do good on this earth so I can experience eternal happiness in the Kingdom with family and friends!  I don't want Christ's lightning strike to burn me to the ground!"

Do I reject Christ or accept him?  Am I believer or a non-believer?  Am I striving for the light to holiness or the electrical pulse to eternal death?  

Christ left this world in a flash and will return in a flash.  Are we ready?

-J.

Thank-You, Jesus!

Wednesday of the Thirty-Second Week in Ordinary Time

Gospel of Luke 17:11-19

As Jesus continued his journey to Jerusalem,he traveled through Samaria and Galilee.As he was entering a village, ten lepers met him.They stood at a distance from him and raised their voice, saying,    “Jesus, Master! Have pity on us!”And when he saw them, he said,“Go show yourselves to the priests.”As they were going they were cleansed. And one of them, realizing he had been healed,returned, glorifying God in a loud voice;and he fell at the feet of Jesus and thanked him. 

I recently called PayPal  to ask a question related to my Ebay account.  The customer service representative spoke with an accent.  He was kind, curious, and  helped me with my issue.  He ended the call by saying, "I wish to thank you for all that America has done to help us out!"  I paused for a moment and then asked, "Oh, are you working from the Philippines?"  The man answered, "Yes! I saw 5 huge airplanes from America land on our island full of supplies!  I can't thank-you enough for all the help you've given us!  Americans were the first to arrive to render aid!"  I smiled thinking how proud I am to be an American!  Even though I haven't personally been involved in the relief effort, just knowing that my fellow countrymen are out in the Philippines helping with the clean-up effort makes my heart burst with pride.  Proud that I live in a beautiful country who is prosperous and generous.  Proud to live in the "land of the free" willing to help those devastated by natural disasters in an instant.  We give out humanitarian aid not expecting a word of "Thanks."  We do it out of love for humanity.

Just think of the times Jesus has come to our aid but we don't recognize it.  It's time we say a "Thank-you, Jesus!" next time something happens positive in our life.

-J.

Lifeguards in the Sea of Life

Monday of the Thirty-Second Week in Ordinary Time
Feast of Saint Martin of Tours


Gospel of Luke 17:1-6

"Things that cause sin will inevitably occur, but woe to the one through whom they occur.  It would be better for him if a millstone were put around his neck and he be thrown into the sea than for him to cause one of these little ones to sin.  Be on your guard!"

When I was growing up, I enjoyed Summer weekends at my grandparents' house in East Texas.  My aunt and uncle would bring down their boat.  We'd pack up some soft drinks, life jackets, and water ski equipment for a day at the lake. Sometimes the wind gusts made the lake choppy.  Other times the winds were calm. It was  frustrating when a random rain cloud appeared out of nowhere to sprinkle droplets on our fun in the sun.  One of the best parts of the lake involved floating on a raft & observing the cloud formations.  I always wish I lived by the sea.....

Water has a calming, purging and relaxing effect. I welcome creative thinking when I'm under the shower or in a soothing aromatherapy bath.  A world without water or a vast ocean desolate and barren, no life could exist.....

What if there was no baptismal water to cleanse away original sin?  What if no water existed for us to sprinkle ourselves with when we enter a Catholic Church?  How would our sins be continuously purged?

We are called to be lifeguards in the sea of life.  This includes admonishing and forgiving one another.  No one wants to walk the plank because of a sinful thought.  No one wants to float alone in a lifeboat during the middle of a tsunami because of a sinful act.  No one wants to be bitten by a shark or stung by a jelly fish because of a sinful omission.  It's so important for us as Christians to watch out for the safe-guard of others.  Many people don't like to be told when they are doing something wrong, certainly if it's considered "sinful."  Just that one conversation with a loved one can be the difference between drowning in sin and being rescued with the aid of a life preserver.

We are all sinners. We all feel the tug of a noose around our necks at times when things get tough.  We may sometimes feel like jumping into the sea and drowning away our sorrows.  During these times, we need to look up into the cumulus clouds and realize that Jesus is there to pour out a waterfall of love.  He is an infinite oasis:  A calm and tranquil sea.

-J.

A Believer's Blueprint

Sunday of the Thirty-Second Week in Ordinary Time

Gospel of Luke 20:27-38


Jesus said to them, "The children of this age marry and remarry; but those who are deemed worthy to attain to the coming age and to the resurrection of the dead neither marry nor are given to marriage.  They can no longer die, for they are angels; and they are the children of God because they are the ones who will rise....."


I love this quote written by Paul Claudel featured in today's "Magnificat" meditation :  The sinful flesh is at the mercy of decay, but we carry within us the sublime blueprint of our immortality.  

What will the resurrection be like?  The Lord makes it clear to the Sadducees the resurrection of the dead will be nothing like what we experience on earth.  We can't  take along our spouses, children, dogs, cats, and material possessions.  We will be judged on how well we loved others; how much we cared for others; how much good we did during our lifetimes.  Only those who have died before us know the answer to the mystery of what lies beyond the resurrection realm.  We should not worry about dying but worry about living.  Living with love, faith, hope, and charity.  Living a virtuous life so when the right time comes Christ will raise us up as angels with golden wings!

Are we deemed worthy?  Do we love our friends and neighbors?  Do we help the poor and the indigent?  Are we respectful and kind?  Do we regularly practice the sacraments?  Are we open to dialog with other Christians and non-Christians?  Are our lives reflective of God's holy image?  We should examine our conscience to identify if we are acting in accordance with Godly principles or worldly ones.

A Believer's Blueprint  God created each of us with unique sequences of DNA.  Our genetics, natural temperaments, and environmental conditions mold us, forming us according to a specially-designed blueprint. A true believer's blueprint will contain several dimensions of  love and faith.  Love that is enduring and long-lasting.  Faith that soothes our burdens and sufferings.  A believer's blueprint is hand-written by God himself as he drafts his path for us.  He is the master architect and designer.  He can make changes to his blueprint at anytime; that is, if we are open to change.  The believer's blueprint is a work-in-progress:  A life long construction project .  Does our blueprint reflect Christ's image or our own self-made image?

What will the resurrection be like?  It will be out of this world! Something that radiates love that is well worth the sacrifice and the wait.

-J.

Temper in the Temple: Don't Commercialize God's Holy Place!

Saturday of the Thirty-First Week in Ordinary Time
Feast of the Dedication of the Lateran Basilica

Gospel of John 2:13-22

He made a whip out of cords and drove them all out of the temple area, with the sheep and oxen, and spilled the coins of the money-changers and overturned their tables, and to those who sold doves he said, "Take these out of here, and stop making my Father's house a marketplace."

When I read this gospel passage, the first thing that comes to mind is the  Protestant or Non-Denominational Mega Church.  These stadium-sized venues seat thousands of worshippers.  Some even feature an in-house McDonalds, Starbucks, or a Christian bookstore all within the walking distance of a state-of-the-art auditorium with premium sound system and projection televisions.  Hmmm....

 If Our Lord lived in modern times, would he think that a fast food restaurant and bookstore  is the equivalent of turning his house into a marketplace?

People can argue the McDonald's proceeds are donated to church collections but still the principle bothers me.  For so many Protestants who take the bible literally I don't see how "church commercialization" is ok.  Is this a new form of marketing Christianity?  Draw people into church to listen to God's word by offering Skinny Lattes & Chicken McNuggets?!!

Last year my own parish cracked down on the sell of items in the narthex facing the sanctuary.  Our pastor thought it was distracting and took the focus away from the Mass.  All parish ministry fundraisers are now held either in our forum area or hallways outside of the Church.  This goes along exactly with God's wish that we not turn his house of worship into a commercialization haven.  At first it was a little odd not to see tables of "stuff" in the narthex; however, I think our pastor made a wise decision.  The narthex isn't cluttered, and I don't feel guilty if I don't wish to buy a raffle ticket or purchase a Christmas angel.

One thing I noticed is how angry the Lord is. Jesus always seems so peaceful and kind.  But, in this instance he is deeply upset..... Can you imagine being a money changer and Jesus swirling a corded whip around your head?  How shocking and unbelievable to see The Messiah overturning tables!! This Christ Character is a Crazy Man! Jesus lost his temper in the temple for a good reason.  The holy temple was being desecrated and used for unholy purposes.  (Just the foul stink from sheep, oxen and dove dung would deter  me from entering the temple. Yuck!) Why did these people turn the temple into a Biblical Times Shopping Mall?  What on earth were they thinking?  Profit over prudence! Turning something sacred into a zoo!  Jesus was justifiably angry!

The Church is a holy and sacred place.  It should be respected and secured.  It shouldn't be turned into a marketplace, vandalized, or cheapened.  It should be a welcoming place open to all.  As Christians, we have a responsibility to keep our churches inviting, sanctifying, and glorifying.

-J.

Practice Prudence

Friday of the Thirty-First Week in Ordinary Time

Gospel of Luke 16:1-8


"For the children of this world are more prudent in dealing with their own generation than the children of the light."

Wikipedia defines prudence as "the ability and govern oneself for the sake of reason." Prudence is often associated with cautiousness.  It's considered one of the cardinal virtues of the Catholic Church.

Most of time in society today we hear the word "prude" to describe someone who is sexually frigid.  A person who doesn't sleep around on a whim.  Also, this is seen as a negative trait in a person who spends their money frugally. 

Prudence is something we should all strive for regardless of the negative connotation associated with it.  In the case of the parable of the steward, the young man realizes his mistake and comes up with the "idea" to  issue promissory notes to the merchant's creditors.  Not only did he help the merchant retrieve back some of the money he reduced the amount of the debt of those owing it.

 I don't know of many employees who'd act like the clever steward, especially after being fired!  I imagine modern-day employee comments: "Oh, I can't stand that jerk!  I was great for this company and he decided to give me the pink slip.  I think I might just sue this company!"  "What am I going to do?  I have a wife and children with no savings.  I must be a worthless human being that is unemployable!" "Uh, this is the 3rd job I've been fired from.  Man am I a loser."

Why not turn around the thinking and reverse course.  Recognize your own mistakes.  Prudently decide that you will make changes to your life so that you will be a better person.  Help others who may be struggling with the same situation you're in.  Make recompense for the harm you have done to others whether it's cheating, laziness, or apathy. 

Saint Catherine of Siena describes prudence as the remedy for apathy. 

Wake up and rouse yourselves from the slumber of apathy! And once you've washed, be sure you put on the white of purity and the color of blazing charity, both of which you find in the blood of the Lamb.

Amen!  Let's show a little prudence today!

The Missing Puzzle Piece

Thursday of the Thirty-First Week in Ordinary Time

Gospel of Luke 15:1-10

"What man among you having a hundred sheep and losing one of them would not leave the ninety-in the desert and go after the lost one until he finds it?.....I tell you, in just the same way there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety nine righteous people who have no need for repentance."

I've always enjoyed working on jigsaw puzzles.  After I first moved into my home, I bought an amazing 1500 piece half-mooned shaped puzzle featuring a beautiful Japanese garden and young Geisha girls.  I was half way through with the puzzle when I noticed a middle piece missing.  I looked all over the table, in the carpet, and  in the original box.  I feared my dog ate the puzzle piece! Or worse that the maker of the puzzle forgot to add all of the pieces to the box. After some heavy scouring, and cursing under my breath,  I discovered the piece right next to a leg of the card table.  It was turned upside down so the cardboard backing blended with the beige carpet.  Finding it required the aid of a flashlight.  I was ecstatic!  I finished the puzzle which took me over a month to complete.

I persevered and worked many hours putting that puzzle together.  I was determined to finish it and felt this huge disappointment when I thought I'd "lost" that piece forever.  How awful to spend so much time putting together an incomplete puzzle.  In the end, Perseverance won!  I don't think I would've appreciated  the entire completed puzzle as much if it was NOT for the missing piece.

How rewarding finding something lost.  It may be a lost set of keys, loose change, a $20 bill stuffed in a winter jacket, or even our lost pet. We experience the joy of recovering the lost just like the "joy in heaven over one sinner who repents."

Many times in our lives we do not have the strength or will power to search for what we have lost.  I think of when children distance themselves away from their parents.  They do not try to reconcile or return to the family.  Their sins prevent them from seeking familial comfort and love.  Then there's the instance of the "cradle Catholic" who becomes "lost" in secular college culture.  He or she stops going to Mass and becomes involved in drinking, drugs, and promiscuity.  Sometimes these young fallen away Catholics never return.

Why do we seek to find lost things of material value but forget about the lost things that will make us holy? 

Reception of the sacraments like communion and confession can help us repent for our transgressions and open our hearts to Christ's loving grace.  He wants to find all of his lost children. It's up to us not to remain hidden and afraid.


-J.

Carry Your Cross

Wednesday of the Thirty-First Week in Ordinary Time

Gospel of Luke 14:25-33

Great crowds were traveling with Jesus, and He turned and addressed them:  "If anyone comes to me without hating his father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters, and even his own life, he cannot be my disciple.  Whoever does not carry his own cross and come after me cannot be my disciple."

Our Lord is giving a stern message to his followers.  Does he literally mean we should hate our father and mother?  Isn't this a contradiction to the Commandment "Thou shall honor thy Father and thy Mother?"  Of course not!  Jesus wants us to sacrifice our own lives, and our relationships with others, in order to follow his example.  Such sacrifice involves patience, self-control, humility, faith and love in all of our relationships.  Our crosses are meant to help us grow and mature.   Crosses enhance our ability to minister to others as a disciple of Christ.  With  empathy, we can understand the burdens of others because we experience similar burdens ourselves....

When I carry my own cross, I quietly say to Jesus, "I believe and trust in you!  With your help I will be able to overcome my burdens and struggles.  I want to learn from my mistakes.  I desire to help others not make the same mistakes.  Sometimes I don't know if I can handle  this heavy cross anymore.  My burdens, insecurities, and fears weigh me down. I truly want to be your disciple even if it's difficult task!"

I Carry My Cross (Original Poem)

I carry my cross for you, Oh Lord;
As the disciple you call me to be;
I don't know if I can take this burden;
Life seems rough, wish I was free.
Free to do whatever I choose;
Without guilt, conscience or shame.
Greed, lust, jealousy, and gluttony;
With a desire for fortune and fame;
Our culture promises fun without Christ;
Why take up a cross?  Why does it matter?
Earthly pleasures can fix everything;
No need to believe in religious chatter.

Fight the temptations that lure us away;
The Devil likes to play a mind game;
Making us think our cross too heavy;
Our lives wretched, our families to blame.
Don't believe the lies of deceit;
But believe in the words of encouragement;
Our Lord's infinite love and mercy;
Can lighten our cross with spiritual nourishment.
I carry my cross for you, Oh Lord!


-J.

Dinner Party With Jesus

Tuesday of the Thirty-First Week in Ordinary Time

Gospel of Luke 14:15-24

One of those at table with Jesus said to him, "Blessed is the one who will dine in the Kingdom of God"



I can't imagine inviting people to a dinner party at my home and then one by one each guest makes an excuse and will not come.  Yes, maybe one person may cancel at the last minute due to an illness.  Most likely an invited guest wouldn't RSVP to begin with.  I'd be upset if I spent a lot of money on food, wine, and decorations and not a single soul showed up.  It would be like purchasing $100 worth of Halloween candy and not one Trick or Treater rings the front door bell!  What a waste. What an aggravation!

Jesus every day invites us as Catholic Christians to dine with him through the reception of the Eucharist.  He sends out the invitations, lights the candles, prepares the linen clothes, pours the wine and breaks the unleavened bread.  He has everything prepared.  He just waits patiently for us to arrive with a sincere desire in our hearts to receive His Body and His Blood.  How can we push away nourishment for our soul?  Jesus invites all of his children - wealthy, poor, crippled, lame, blind, mentally ill, etc. etc - to the dinner party.  It's up to us to accept the invitation.

In my imagination, I've thought of some excuses as to why people would not arrive at a dinner party hosted by Jesus Christ.....

 "I do not believe in your god or any gods.  I will only dine with others who think the same way!"
-The Atheist

"If you are going to invite poor homeless people to the party, I will not show up.  I refuse to be around smelly, unclean, foul human beings."
-The Elitist

"Uh, Sorry but I will not attend since my kind are not the majority invited."
-The Racist

"Sorry, I can't come, Mr. Jesus.  I have a very important business venture to wrap up.  It's such a lucrative deal!"
-The Opportunist

"Oh, sorry, Christ.  I have plans to get high with my friends tonight.  We have some terrific coke and meth.  Pricey stuff I can't let go to waste."
-The Drug Addict

"Oh Jesus Christ...How are yaaa doin'??  Ah, wow, I'd like to come to the P-A-R-T-Y but Bud Light and I have a date tonight!  Plan to get toasted while watching some porno flicks!"
-The Drunk & Porn Addict

"Sorry, Jesus, I'm bidding on a nice purse for sell on EBay.  Auction ends tonight!!  The item is a real bargain. Can't miss it!"
-The Internet Shopping Junkie

The list can go on and on....  I would jump at the chance to dine with Jesus if he was still alive in the flesh!  How interesting to talk with him and ask him questions.  (Of course, he'd only answer them with another question!)  So many people reject religion in their lives.  They are missing the tremendous love Christ always brings to his children.  He wants his Church filled...overflowing with people who come to worship and adore.  Not mock and runaway.  Let's all accept the invitation to dine with Jesus!

-J.