Colours of Nature

Then God said, "Let the earth sprout vegetation, plants yielding seed, and fruit trees on the earth bearing fruit after their kind with seed in them"; and it was so. The earth brought forth vegetation, plants yielding seed after their kind, and trees bearing fruit with seed in them, after their kind; and God saw that it was good." -  Genesis 1:11-12

This past weekend I took an early morning stroll through the Dallas Arboretum and Botanical Gardens.  It's my get-away from the stress and busyness of my life.  I can relax and enjoy the picturesque surroundings in peace.

This beauty of nature located on White Rock Lake is a serene place to visit.  Walking through the gardens and breathing in the fresh oxygen supplied by the trees shows evidence of God's handiwork.  The stunning colors remind me of an artist's color palette - brights and pastels, whites and corals, varigations and stripes, darks and lights.  The gardens are surrounded by buzzing bees and squirrels running about with plump acorns in their mouths.  Birds love perching themselves on the lush trees crying out to one another in song.  The cacophony of waterfalls and streams provides nice background music as I walk along the trails and paths.

I walked through the Arborerum's newest rose garden.  I was pleased to see a very special hybrid tea rose named Pope John Paul II. How cool is that?!  The beautiful white flowers glistened in the morning sunlight!  

When I'm feeling out of balance, stuck in a rut or frustrated with how my life is going, images of the arboretum pop into mind.  I think about the growing pains the plants go through during times of drought, cold weather, or floods.  Although masterfully taken care of by the horticulturists, plants still undergo environment stress. Some live only a one year growing season while others live for a hundred years.  If plants do survive, they remain a target for hungry insects and animals.  Plants may not be able to talk, walk or possess emotions like humans do, but the are still a holistic part of God's creation!  I'm always amazed how plants can adapt to their surroundings much like animals and humans.  I always get excited when I see a new varietal hybridized for our Texas summers.  I look to our local arboretum for guidance on my own landscape.  I always thank God Almighty for the gift of amazing flora and fauna.

I figure a few folks reading this blog aren't so goo-goo gags over plants like I am.  But, there's nothing better than a little "garden therapy" to lift up a sad heart, an overwhelmed mind, or a grumpy attitude.

Go out and enjoy the colors of nature!  Smell the roses, pinch some herbs, watch a bird eating a worm or a squirrel climbing up a tree.  Thank God for the gift of nature!

-J.

The Year of Mercy

I've thought a lot about the word mercy since Pope Francis announced a Jubilee Year of Mercy beginning December 8, 2015, the Feast of the Immaculate Conception.  Timing closely with the Dominican Order's 800 year Jubilee, I'm quite excited about it.  Not very often does the Church celebrate a Double Jubilee.

What exactly is mercy?  

Mercy is kind and compassionate.

Mercy forgives when insulted or scorned.

Mercy helps others in need without expecting anything in return.

Mercy preserves life and keeps it sacred.

Mercy is a precious gift from God.

Mercy is love!

As Christians, we realize Christ is full of mercy.  He understands our doubts and struggles.  He watches over us as we make one bad decision after the next, throwing ourselves into the sticky web of sin.  Addictions and bad habits wear us down.  We feel trapped and helpless on that web. Will the spider of sin devour our miserable little hearts?  Will we remain pasted on the silken fibers of filth and stench?......

The old saying goes that people suffering from addictions or heavy burdens carry  "monkeys on their backs."  With the aid of God's infinite mercy, the monkey can finally be set free.  No longer is the weight a nuisance or it's addictive nature a crux.  God takes it all away!  Of course, we must believe and trust in the Lord's mercy.  We must make an effort to turn ourselves around for the better.  Sometimes that monkey will be replaced by a wooden cross for us to carry around.  But, it's no longer a parasite sucking up our energy but a cross meant to help us grow closer to God.  The simple cross is light enough for us to deal with because Our Lord pours forth his grace and mercy to helps us along.

I look forward to the events surrounding the Jubilee Year of Mercy.  

-J.

Inside Out and Upside Down

This is the time of the year when busy becomes the number one word in my vocabulary.  Every time I sit down to post a meditation, something pulls me away.  At my house,  I recently discovered swarming termites near my fence line.  The Orkin Man wanted to charge me $1300 for full home protection with a $200 annual renewal plan.  No signs of termites in the house so I'm opting for termite spray around the railroad ties. A $8 can of spray from Home Depot will work as a temporary fix until I can get a new fence....Then, this weekend my dishwasher went out.  No more loud motor, just dead silent.  Now I'm resorting to hand washing dishes. Let's just say I'm eating simple meals that don't involve a lot of pots and pans.

Work has me stressed out, ready to run away to a private island somewhere.  So much stuff to do with difficult people to work with.  Not only difficult but some downright clueless.  I put on a smile and move on despite splitting headaches and gastro intestinal issues.  I pray every single morning for God to give me the strength to survive work and the challenges it brings.  Some days are smooth sailing while others are upsetting.  I hope to start a 54 day novena for career change.  It's been long in need...

Inside out and upside down -  That's what life feels like most of the time.  My stomach twists inside out when I read the news about another racial infused riot, a Christian beheading, a child abduction, or a mass shooting.  My head turns upside down in total confusion when I watch the stock market go up and down with conflicting financial reports.  Is the increase dollar good or bad?  Is the housing market moving at a good pace?  Will I have enough to retire some day so I don't have to continue to work?

Inside outs and upside downs can cause total meltdowns.  We are sick of our crap jobs.  We are tired of our whining spouse and ungrateful children.  We're fed up with telemarketers calling us  to sell us services we don't need.  We're angry at how the media sensationalizes every news story to the point of making us distraught.  We're no longer aware of others suffering around us. We are so involved with our own problems that we don't recognize the inside outs/upside downs affecting the poor, the sick, the foreigner, and the loner.  Total meltdowns occur when the stress of everything gets out of control.  We sense God is near, but where?  We smell the perfumed roses from our Blessed Mother , but where is she hiding?  Our stomachs are gutted; our hearts are turned over in our chests; and our mind is twisted in helplessness.  Our body is slowly sinking into nothingness as the meltdown slowly eats away at our souls...

Pray, pray, pray!  Don't allow inside outs and upside downs ruin our lives.  Our crosses are meant to spiritually strengthen us.  Be aware of the atrocities around the world make us more equipped in  new evangelization efforts. As Catholic Christians, we see a huge need to help others in bad situations.  Of course, we must first remain strong and pull ourselves out of our own struggles in order to better serve.  It's amazing how we can become beautiful witnesses to others just from sharing our own personal experiences.  

Inside outs and upside downs are a part of life, and God is in full control.  Give Him the full reigns!

-J.

Steadfast in Faith

Feast of Saint Mark, Evangelist

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Be sober and vigilant. Your opponent the Devil is prowling around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour.  Resist him, steadfast in faith.


When it comes to the word faith one of the best definitions can be found in The Book of Hebrews:

"Faith is the realization of what is hoped for and evidence of things not seen." (11:1)

I often lack faith in my God-given abilities and talents.  I compare myself to others thinking: "I'm just not good enough! Why didn't God make me a better person?"  I love the Lord with all of my heart, but sometimes my faith in him sours.  I'm unhappy with my circumstances.  I feel like I've been robbed while others rewarded.  Seeing and experiencing life's unfairness suggests that remaining steadfast in faith is an unattainable virtue.

Every now and then a crisis of faith makes an ugly appearance.  Perhaps we have fallen on hard times such as lost employment.  Maybe our health is deteriorating and loved ones feel no obligation to take care of us.  Maybe the crisis of faith goes much deeper in that we simply do not accept the Church's position against contraception, abortion, or same-sex-marriage.   We feel rejected by our parish community, or even clergy who shoo us away as if we're blood-sucking mosquitoes.

I  think of faith as a lion.  For the most part, the lion of faith is tame.  It's nourished by the Holy Eucharist, taught by Holy Scripture, and inspired by the Saints.  The lion of faith is brave and courageous enough to defend attacks against the Catholic Church.   However, over time the lion of faith becomes strained to the teeth-drawing point.    The once docile cub grows into a roaring lion ready to pounce.  The roaring lion wants to renounce God and blame him for all the bad in the world.  The Lord isn't cleaning up the world's messiness at a fast-enough pace.

 We are bombarded with horrific new stories of Americans joining ISIS, mothers drowning their babies in toilet bowls, young teenage girls recruited into the sex trade, or Christians beheaded for their faith.  It appears as if the world is on the verge of utter destruction!  Why have faith in a God who allows such tragedy to happen?  

The Apostles dealt with persecution throughout their ministry, not much different than many Christians today. They continued to preach and teach despite threats on their lives. No matter what obstacles, especially those influenced by the Devil himself, the Apostles always remained steadfast in faith.  They experienced their own crisis points; however, they opened up their souls to the healing works of the Holy Spirit.

As I was preparing for this meditation, I thought of an anachronym for the word "Faith" which can help us remain steadfast despite life's upside-downs, inside-outs, and total meltdowns.

1.  Find the answers....Don't believe what society tells us; that we don't need religion or faith in God.  Read and study  sources of the Truth such as the Catechism, the writings of the Saints, scripture, Catholic publications, and even Vatican news sources.  When an aspect of faith is confusing, learn more about it. 

2.  Accept that remaining steadfast in faith is not easy.  Trials and tribulations will always be thrown at us, tempting us to sin.  We will want to run away and hide.  We will want to give up on God!  Bear patience and don't give up.  

3.  Imagine the eternal benefits waiting for us in the Kingdom of Heaven.  No more sickness.  No more pain.  No more hatred and violence.  Jesus and the Blessed Virgin will welcome us with open arms!  Our sober, vigilant, and steadfast faith, along with a good life, gained us entrance into final Paradise.

4.  Teach others about the Christian faith.  As we instruct, our faith only grows stronger.  We won't allow the evils in the world to deaden our faith.  It will remain firm and solid.

5.  Hope that God will provide despite our anxieties and miseries.  Keep up the faith: Our Lord won't disappoint!  In fact, he will give us the means and power to improve our lives for the better.  No need to worry.  No need to be angry at situations we can no longer control.  Hand it all over to God in hope, faith, and trust!

"Faithless is he that says farewell when the road darkens" - J.R.R. Tolkien

"We are twice armed if we fight with faith."  - Plato

St. Mark the Evangelist, Pray for Us!

-J.

Five Wounds of Christ

Recently, I read an interesting bio on Saint Dominic which talked about his deep Devotion to the Five Wounds.  He often meditated on the suffering of our Lord, focusing on the pierced wounds of the hands, feet, and side.  I thought to myself, "Wow, what a depressing and morbid devotion. Why not meditate on the happy days when Jesus performed miracles and later resurrected from the dead?   Why so much emphasis on the five wounds?"

When we meditate on Christ's five wounds, the Precious Blood he spilled for our redemption, we see the Face of God.  We understand more intimately the sacrifice Christ made for us.  Our daily obstacles are nothing in comparison.  When we moan and groan, feel sorry for ourselves, or complain about how horrible our lives are, just imagine if WE were crucified on the cross. We certainly wouldn't want to die for the salvation of others! In fact, we'd probably be shedding tears in utter pain cursing God instead.  "Why have you done this to us?" 

A few night ago, I dreamed that I attended an old Latin Mass.  We were asked to lay on top of wooden beams.  One priest said the mass at the altar while another anointed each one of us.  During the service, we had the "option" to eat and drink at our "beam."  The Mass went on and on for hours...way into the early morning hours.  I woke up just when we had exited the building and headed back toward our cars in pouring rain.....

The wooden beams reminded me of the wood used to nail Jesus to the cross.  However, the wooden beam I laid on looked more like a railroad tie.  Strangely familiar, it was the same railroad tie holding up the fence along the side of my home.  No wonder my beam looked different:  In my waking life, I had just discovered swarming termites along the railroad ties the day before!

After I receive communion, I now close my eyes and imagine Jesus nailed to the cross.  My eyes go to each one of his wounds as I meditate on his suffering.  I can see why St. Dominic was so entranced by the sacred wound devotion.  It really has an amazing effect.  I open my eyes and feel a peace in my heart.  It's like all of my trivial worries disappear.  The Eucharist I just consumed burns inside my body as if on fire with love!  I feel Jesus' presence.  So awesome!

O Jesus! True liberty of angels, paradise of delights, remember the horror and sadness which Thou didst endure when Thy enemies, like furious lions, surrounded Thee, and by thousands of insults, spits, blows, lacerations and other unheard-of cruelties, tormented Thee at will. In consideration of these torments and insulting words, I beseech Thee, O my Savior, to deliver me from all my enemies, visible and invisible, and to bring me, under Thy protection, to the perfection of eternal salvation. Amen.  - Prayer of St. Bridget of Sweden

St. Agnes of Montepulciano, Dominican Prioress, Pray for Us!!

-J.

What's in It for Me?

At Home Depot, an elderly man in a wheel chair approached me with a smile on his face.  "Is there anything I can help you with, Ma'am?" I smiled back and said, "Oh, no thanks.  I found what I needed." He looked at the bottle of Round Up in my hands. "Oh, be careful with that You know not to put it on anything but the weeds because it kills everything around them."  I replied, "Oh yes, I know to only spray it on the weeds growing in the cement cracks!" He wished me a good day and thanked me for shopping Home Depot.

I could have looked at the kind man in the wheel chair thinking, "Wow!  I can't believe this old coot got a job.  He can't move around very much.  I could barely get my cart through the aisle because of his bulky motorized wheelchair!" Instead of thinking such insensitive and cruel remarks I thought about how much this employee went out of his way to help me. Now that's good customer service!  

Funny we look down on the elderly as if they aren't worth a hill of beans.  Yet, some of the best customer service I've experienced has been from the more mature workers.  They know how to treat others since they've lived around long enough to know that a smile on the face with a willingness to help someone in need is not only good for business but good for mind, body and soul.

Many times when we help someone we may have a second agenda on our minds.  As the old saying goes, What's in it for me?  In our materialistic and individualistic world, we tend to think of people and situations around us in terms of how they can satisfy our wants.  We are prideful and selfish creatures by nature.  (Well, at least most of us!)  It's a fall-out from original sin.  

Several examples of "what's in it for me?" come to mind: 

A man marries a woman he doesn't love because she comes from money.  He'll inherit a fortune if she dies.

A married woman hooks up with one of her coworkers.  He husband doesn't fulfill her sexual needs so she goes outside the marital bedroom.  

A so-called friend is always asking for loans.  He says he will pay them back but never does.

A woman decides that having a baby now will hurt her career progress.  An abortion is the answer so she can keep up her high end social life.

I remember throughout school being used by boys because they knew I was smart and made good grades.  In junior high, one particular guy only spoke to me if he needed an answer to a class assignment.  I had the biggest crush on him and really wanted to be his girlfriend!  But, of course he only saw me as one of the geeks who could help me out with Earth Science.  Then, I remember my junior year in college at A&M.  Two guys said they would take me out on a date if I'd help them study.  Of course, they totally lied and never took me out.  I didn't really mind because they were clearly not my type.  I helped them out of my own kind-hearted nature knowing very well the only reason they even spoke to me was to help them boost their academic grades.

Instead of thinking, "What's in it for me?" we should think, "How can I help someone as a disciple of Christ?" In other words, how can I be less selfish and more selfless?  I think placing God in the center of the Universe and trusting in His divine word is a starting point. We are all one big community of believers.  We all breathe and bleed.  We all laugh and cry.  We all get sick.  We all eventually die.  So, why can't we partner up with others to uplift and inspire instead of use each other for passions and profit?

Let go of the urge to throw out the question, "What is in it for me?"  Let go of the ego which places self as the king of the universe instead of Our Lord Jesus Christ.  Help our fellow men and women to the best of our abilities without expecting anything in return - true humility and charity.

-J.

Do Not Be Afraid

Saturday of the Second Week of Easter

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The sea was stirred up because a strong wind was blowing. When they had rowed about three or four miles, they saw Jesus walking on the sea and coming near the boat, and they began to be afraid. But he said to them, “It is I. Do not be afraid.” They wanted to take him into the boat, but the boat immediately arrived at the shore to which they were heading.

A scary incident happened to me several years ago.  I've never been so terrified in my life....

I worked as a chemist in a food laboratory.  One morning I arrived early to begin a routine test. While cleaning glassware, I heard a loud "Va-voosh!"  Flames ignited -- flash fire!!!  I grabbed a nearby fire extinguisher and discharged dry chemical on the flames.  It took two very heavy extinguishers to put out the fire!

Throughout the emergency my fear turned into an adrenaline-fueled rush.  I remember the trembling and tears as my life literally "flashed" before my eyes.  Lord, please help me!! Don't let me die! 

The fire trucks arrived as I sat outside covered in yellow powder.  Labored in breathing, the medics placed an oxygen mask on my face. The firemen looked shocked to see a petite woman not only extinguish out a fire by herself but do it without serious injury. Reflecting back, I was so scared I'd get fired from my job due to negligence.  I blamed myself for the blaze.  However, it turned out I didn't do anything wrong.  What caused the fire was an air flow problem amplified by a recent room expansion.

I knew on that very day that God wasn't ready to take me over to his "neck of the heavens" yet.  He prepared a life mission for me, but I had no clue what.

Sadly, in 2015 this same facility I worked at 17 years ago burned down to the ground. No injuries or casualties, Thank the Lord.

Intensity of Fear   Everybody experiences fear.  Maybe we are scared of bee stings or traumatized by needles and blood. Perhaps we fear public speaking or tall heights. Maybe we fear dying from an incurable disease or witnessing a loved one die.  Fear is a natural emotional response.  However, we should never allow fear to overtake our lives.  

What is a remedy to fear?  Faith and Trust in the Lord Jesus Christ.  Satan loves to use fear to keep us out of the shadows of God's mercy and into the web of his cunning deceit.  Satan gently whispers into our ears:

Oh, you don't need Jesus Christ as your savior!  He's the reason you're such a scared-dy cat!  Why not follow me?  I can give you everything you want!  You don't need to pray.  Heck, you don't have to go to church anymore.  Just worship me and all of your fears will disappear.....

Be brave and don't fall for Satan's lies!  In fact, pray more diligently; receive the sacraments more frequently; make it to confession more regularly. Fears can be overcome.  Remember the disciples were frightened out of their wits seeing Jesus' resurrected body walking on the sea. But his simple, "It is I, do not be afraid" brought them peace and comfort. They arrived at the shore safely despite the fierce storm.

Government of Fear In my Lay Dominican formation, we recently read a letter by former Master of the Order Fr. Timothy Radcliffe, O.P. relating to "Dominican Freedom and Responsibility Towards a Spirituality of Government" As I prepared for this meditation, I stumbled upon an interesting section talking about fear in terms of responsibility.   Fr. Radcliffe writes, "Fear destroys all good government."  He was speaking of democratic government within the Order of Preachers; however, I think this phrase is applicable to our US government today.  How often does fear cause our nation to make questionable decisions?  How often does fear rush us into war zones when we have no business getting into another country's civil disputes?  Hmmm...Something to think and pray about.

“Do not be afraid. Do not be satisfied with mediocrity. Put out into the deep and let down your nets for a catch.”  - Saint Pope John Paul II

This meditation was written by Jennifer Burgin, a Lay Dominican candidate associated with St. Albert the Great Dominican Priory.  Please follow her blog:  Jennifer's Spectrum of Spirituality

The Fight Against God

Friday of the Second Week of Easter

Acts of the Apostles 5:34-42

So now I tell you, have nothing to do with these men, and let them go. For if this endeavor or this activity is of human origin, will destroy itself. But if it comes from God, you will not be able to destroy them;  you may even find yourselves fighting against God.” They were persuaded by him.

In today's first reading, Gamaliel, a teacher of the law, is a very wise man.  He warns the Sanhedrin to do nothing and let the Apostles go.  If the teaching and preaching comes from God himself, it can never be destroyed.  In fact, the Sanhedrin may find themselves fighting against God....

We all know that God will triumph, especially at the end of time. There's no stopping His progress.  So why do we naturally want to fight against God? Why take the risk? Why throw ourselves into a rage whenever the word God is even mentioned?

What I find worrisome about our world today is not only the indifference toward God but the rage and hate that Christians and other God-fearing people encounter because they believe in a Higher Power.  Religious freedom throughout the world is threatened.  Those who take a Christian stand for the protection of life are ridiculed.  Christians who support the sanctity of traditional marriage are some how the enemy.  

We fight against God because we want things to go our way.  We are very impatient creatures more stimulated by sensuality than temperance; pride than humility; greed than charity.  When we cling to vices and throw away virtues we put on our boxing gloves and throw a few punches at God!  We think that somehow we don't need him around.  In fact, he's a nuisance!  He doesn't even exist.  He does nothing to make our lives stimulating and interesting.  All of the praying, bible study, and church going only makes us loathed by society. Who wants to be around a devout religious, especially one who's chaste or is against abortion on demand?

When we fight against God, we only hurt ourselves!  God gives us so much peace and love.  He gives us courage and strength.  We are never alone when we believe in God.  There's something comforting about knowing an invisible God created us and guides us along our life journeys. He knows us more intimately than even our mother and father!  He places people and situations in our paths to challenge me.  When we fight the challenge, that when life appears completely out of control!  However, when we realize God has given us a cross in order to bring us closer to Him, then we no longer feel the urge to fight God's providence.  We can relax our hands, take off the boxing gloves, and toss them to the side.  Leave the boxing ring in peace.... 

.....No punches.  No bruises.  No shouting and cursing.  The fight is over.  The healing has begun.  God is in control and he is the winner!

-J.

Through God's Eyes

Thursday of the Second Week of Easter

Gospel of John 3:31-36

The one who comes from above is above all.  The one who is of earth is earthly and speaks of earthy things.  But the one who comes from heaven is above all.  

God knows every intricate detail of our lives:  our strengths and weaknesses; our virtues and vices; our wishes and disappointments. It's as if he possesses a telescopic lense or a heavenly GPS system constantly watching over us.  He's genuinely interested in our existence.  He does everything in his almighty power to provide us with the spiritual tools necessary to do well in this life in preparation for an even BETTER life in Heaven!  God's infinite love for us escapes reasoning.  His passion for his beloved humans defies logic.  Faith is the key to understanding Our Lord as well as trust that He always provides for us.

My own spiritual journey has blossomed over the course of the last five years.  I've never felt closer to the Lord than I do at this stage of my life.  Yes, I've struggled through a lot of emotional turmoil, especially over the past year.  However, if it wasn't for my strong faith and devotion to God I think I'd be in much worse shape.  

I think the turning point of my life happened back in August 2011 when I lost my job.  It was probably one of the most traumatic experiences of my life.  It is only now in 2015 I've been able to get past the ill effects.  I know God has put in a much better place.  I sometimes wish I was a tad bit more successful career wise.  However, I've realized that a high dollar salary doesn't guarantee happiness, and it definitely doesn't guarantee a "get out of purgatory free" card.  I'm striving on the path toward heaven but I'm not a saint.  I realize I will need quite a bit of purging to rid myself of the lingering filth of sin still clinging to my soul.  

I often wonder what it would be like to have the heart of a natural saint.  A person who is always joyful and at peace.  Someone who never gossips, says bad things of others, and who sees everyone as a child of God.  This is something I strive to be one day.

Through God's eyes, all people are beautiful.

Through God's eyes, all people are forgiven of their sins over and over again.

Through God's eyes, all people are equal - no person is "better" than another.

Through God's eyes, those who have done wrong will receive justice.

Through God's eyes, love conquers all.  

-J.

.....Of One Heart & Mind

Tuesday of the Second Week of Easter

Acts 4:32-37

The community of believers was of one heart and mind,
and no one claimed that any of his possessions was his own,
but they had everything in common.
With great power the Apostles bore witness
to the resurrection of the Lord Jesus,
and great favor was accorded them all.

I'm completely and totally exhausted today!  Turns out the month of April will be just as busy as the month of March.  I'm piled high with work at the office.  I've been invited to several church and family events.  On top of all this, the house needs much-needed maintenance.  Next week just so happens to be my birthday.  I'm trying not to think too much about growing a year older....

We read this passage from the Acts of the Apostles on Divine Mercy Sunday.  Scripture passages repeat themselves frequently during the Easter Season as well as other times of the year.  The Church likes to emphasize important themes.

Christians as a community of believers should be of one heart and mind.  They should care of one another; think of the needs of one another; spread the good news to each other.  We are all part of the body of Christ. No part is better than the other.  No part is necessarily more deserving than the other.  We are all equal in the eyes of the Lord. 

 Our broken society likes to sell the idea that individualism will get a person further in life.  Follow your dreams!  You can do it all by yourself!  Be more confident!  Strike out the competition!  Be the best!  As a result, people tend to look more inwardly than outwardly.  

I think of the ages past when we lived in a rural American society.  Families in farming communities worked together to till the land, feed the animals, and harvest the crop.  They shared the produce of their labor with each other.  If a person didn't help out on the farm, he or she didn't eat.  It was expected that the farming community support one another.  They needed to in order to survive.

 Now we live in an urban society where everything is electronic and digital.  We no longer have to grow our own cotton  and weave it into a dress by hand.  We just order a dress online and have it shipped to our homes.  We can spending hours and hours texting, tweeting, and facebooking with our "friends" in a virtual environment.   However, many people secretly crave a real community to interact with; real flesh and blood, not avatars and doctored up photos!  

A real community can be found in the Catholic Church!  It can take a person a while to select a parish home he or she feels the most comfortable.  I was a member of three different parishes, visiting many in between, before I discovered St. Joseph as my spiritual home.  Every time I even think about leaving my parish community and the beautiful people I've met over the years I simply can't do it.    I've been a member there for 10 years in November, and I still love it.  

Bear witness as disciples of Christ of one heart and one mind!

-J.

Perceptions and Misconceptions

ACTS 4:13-21 Perceptions and Misconceptions 

Saturday in the Octave of Easter

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Observing the boldness of Peter and John and perceiving them to be uneducated, ordinary men, the leaders, elders, and scribes were amazed, and they recognized them as the companions of Jesus. Then when they saw the man who had been cured standing there with them, they could say nothing in reply.


I love the scripture readings during the Easter Season.  The Apostles preach and teach with zeal and gusto.  They finally understand the Lord's calling as they travel from town to town converting, baptizing, and healing. We witness a dramatic change in perception.  The Gospel of Mark characterizes the disciples as if they are more like DUH-ciples! Consistently afraid and prone to disbelief, Jesus teaches his chosen ones the Truth by example. However, the DUH-ciples have trouble understanding....

Eventually, the DUH-ciples develop into bold and confident Apostles. They get it at last!!  What's changed?  The Resurrection Light, as bright as sunlight, transformed their hearts and souls while The Holy Spirit flooded their minds with insight and a new-found maturity. The leaders, the elders, and scribes were "amazed" by  the miraculous cure of the crippled man at the Beautiful Gate.  But, along with this amazement came a serious warning to no longer speak in Christ's name. Will the Apostles stop preaching and teaching the good news?  No way!

Perceptions   How many times do we perceive others in a negative manner because of the way they look, behave, or even smell?  How many times do we classify someone as stupid or ignorant because he/she doesn't have a college degree or may come from a poor family background?  I imagine the elders and scribes turning up their noses at Peter and John with an air of arrogance.  These "uneducated and ordinary men" couldn't possibly amount to much!  I mean, didn't they hang around with Jesus Christ, the so-called King of the Jews?  But, wait a minute:  They performed the miracle on that cripple who's begged outside the temple for years.  Now that's something to pay attention to.....but with a tad bit of caution.  The elders and scribes don't want the companions of Jesus to get out-of-control.  It's dangerous if too many Jews (and even a few Gentiles here and there) convert to this new Christian faith!

In modern day, people can perceive the disabled as useless in society.  I think of the couple who finds out their child in the womb has Down Syndrome.  Do they choose to abort?  The child will be a burden to society.  He will not live a very long life.  You can always have another baby!  The couple already loves their pre-born baby!  He or she is a beautiful gift from God! The loving couple decides to carry the baby to term and will take care of the precious life despite the challenges.

Misconceptions  Paralleled closely with perceptions is the idea of misconceptions.  The Disciples clearly had no idea what Jesus alluded to as he regularly "hinted" at  his own death and resurrection. They assumed that Jesus must be fatigue and exhausted since his words didn't make any sense.  How could he possibly predict his own death?  How could he possibly leave his beloved followers? What is he talking about?

Throughout Christ's life, the Pharisees and Scribes misconceived Jesus as a blasphemer and a false prophet. They refused to believe that he was the real messiah Isaiah spoke of.  It's easy for us today to notice the similarities between the writings of the Old Testament Prophets and the actions and words by Jesus Christ himself.  However, at the time the political and religious climate wouldn't accept such conclusions. The hope remained for a different Messiah, a man closer in line with Judaic Law.

Recently on CBS Sunday Morning, an episode highlighted the works of the young artist Jeffrey Owen Hanson.  At birth he was diagnosed with a genetic condition called neurofibromatosis which led to the development of an optic nerve tumor, impairing his eyesight. However, God blessed him with an incredible gift:  The ability to paint beautiful works of art! Through this young man's disability, he creates acrylic paintings that earn thousands of dollars for his own philanthropy goals.  Yes, he donates all of his proceeds to charity!  By the age of 20 he donated over $1 million dollars. He calls his work "a sight for sore eyes."  

Jeff Owen Hanson focuses on what he can do instead of what he can't do.Wow, who could ever perceive or misconceive this brilliant artist as anything but amazing?

 (Note: The picture on this blog post was painted by Jeff Hanson and is titled Monte Carlo Sunrise.)

Nobody should ever doubt or judge the capability of another human being. God blesses each one of us with unique gifts and talents.  Sometimes we may not realize such blessings until much later in life.  Perceive with caution and keep misconceptions at bay.  It's a daily challenge, but it can be overcome with the help of the Holy Spirit.

"What you see and what you hear depends a great deal on where you are standing. It also depends on what sort of person you are.”  ― C.S. Lewis

-J.

Arise and Walk!

Wednesday in the Octave of Easter

Book of Acts 3:1-10

Peter and John were going up to the temple area

for the three o’clock hour of prayer.  And a man crippled from birth was carried and placed at the gate of the temple called “the Beautiful Gate” every day to beg for alms from the people who entered the temple. When he saw Peter and John about to go into the temple, he asked for alms. But Peter looked intently at him, as did John, and said, “Look at us.”

He paid attention to them, expecting to receive something from them. Peter said, “I have neither silver nor gold, but what I do have I give you: in the name of Jesus Christ the Nazorean, rise and walk.”

This morning as I stepped out of the shower I slipped on the wet tile floor and landed on my buttocks.  I cursed as I laid motionless on my back.  My rear and tail bone hurt so bad that a wave of nausea came over me.  Oh no! Will I be able to get up?  This hurts like !@#$.  I hope I didn't break something.... Ten minutes later I was able to stand up.  I looked in the mirror and saw a large red spot and broken skin.  I usually bruise like a Chiquita banana, so the wound should be even more colorful as the day passes.  Yikes!

I felt crippled!  I considered calling in sick so I could lay in bed and lick  my wounds, metaphorically speaking.  However, too much work awaited me at the office.

Take a couple of Aleve, head off to my job, and try not to think about the throbbing  pain and soreness.... 

I reflect on the man crippled from birth who sits at the "Beautiful Gate."   He can't walk much less live a normal life. He's probably begged for alms in front of this gate for years.  People pass by him without a care in the world.  He's deformed, defective, and diseased.  One of his ancestors must have disobeyed the Lord which caused this man to become a pitiful wretch.  However, Peter and John just so happen to be heading to the temple for mid-afternoon prayer.  They saw a person in need of healing. He was the perfect candidate for one of the Apostles' first miracles.   Once cured, now the beggar can re-enter normal society, spreading the message of Christianity to all who will hear.

We may not born crippled, or even injure ourselves in an accident, but our minds become crippled by self-defeating thoughts:

I will never succeed!  I will always be a weirdo!  I will always be a reject!  I will never amount to anything!

Let's rewind and erase the negative thoughts, shall we?  Arise to the Lord's challenge!  Allow God to work his miracles within our souls, healing our inner wounds so we are not so quick  at criticizing ourselves.  We all have faults.  We are imperfect creatures.  However, we are still formed in the image and likeness of God.

Days like today I can easily get myself into a pitiful state, moaning and groaning about how badly I hurt! However, I choose to endure the discomfort and keep up my good spirits!  I'm sure the poor beggar hurt, too.  He hoped (and prayed) for a few silver and gold coins never expecting in a thousand years that two of Christ's disciples would permanently heal him!

Arise, believe and be healed!

-J.

Why Weep?

Tuesday in the Octave of Easter


Gospel of John 20:11-18

Mary Magdalene stayed outside the tomb weeping. And as she wept, she bent over into the tomb and saw two angels in white sitting there, one at the head and one at the feet where the Body of Jesus had been. And they said to her, “Woman, why are you weeping?” She said to them, “They have taken my Lord, and I don’t know where they laid him.” When she had said this, she turned around and saw Jesus there, but did not know it was Jesus.

Whenever I read this passage during Easter Season, my heart feels for poor Mary Magdalene and her loss.  She's devastated! She lingers close to Christ's tomb, weeping and mourning as tears stream down her face. She has little appetite as her eyes remain swollen and puffy from non-stop crying.  She can't believe her healer, teacher, mentor, and spiritual love is now DEAD!

Why did it have to happen like this?  Why couldn't He be with us longer?

Mary's heart is heavy with sadness.  Her mind is filled with images from the past:  The day Jesus healed her from the demons infecting her soul.....That fateful evening when she anointed Her Beloved's feet with precious oil....All the wonderful days she journeyed with Jesus and the disciples, providing for their material needs.

The pain is just too much to bear!  I miss Jesus so much!  I wish he was here with me.  I love him so!

Then a miracle happens.  The man she mistakes as the gardener is actually Jesus, Her Beloved Lord! He's alive!  He been resurrected from the dead! Oh how she wants to cling, hug, and snuggle up next to him.  Stroke his face; guide her fingers through his hair; grab on to his hands and hug him with all her womanly strength.  She's thrilled that he's with her again; yet she quickly realizes she can't have Him all to herself!  He hasn't ascended into Heaven quite yet.  Jesus has "unfinished" teaching and guidance in order to equip his disciples for the arrival of the Holy Spirit.

Mary Magdalene's tears of mourning turn into tears of joy.  She realizes her duty to inform the other disciples of Jesus' resurrection.  He is only around for a short period of time, and He's only seen by the specific chosen few.

Why weep when the bride groom reappears?  Why weep when incredible news of Jesus's return must be spread to the disciples and all of Christ's believers?

We weep in mourning....
We weep in happiness....
We weep in frustration....
We weep in adoration....
We weep with love....
We weep with joy....
We weep in ways that show our human nature....
Weeping cleanses and heals the soul!

The Lord Is Risen!  Alleluia!

-J.

20/20 Resurrection Foresight

Easter Monday

Gospel of Matthew 28:8-15

Mary Magdalene and the other Mary went away quickly from the tomb, fearful yet overjoyed, and ran to announce the news to his disciples. And behold, Jesus met them on their way and greeted them. They approached, embraced his feet, and did him homage. Then Jesus said to them, “Do not be afraid.
Go tell my brothers to go to Galilee, and there they will see me.”

Recently on YouTube, I listened to an intriguing sermon from a United Methodist minister.  She coined a phrase worth closer reflection.  Instead of Hindsight 20/20 she spoke of 20/20 Resurrection Foresight.

Most of us look back at our lives,shaking our heads at some of the foolish things we've done.  Hindsight is always 20/20 as we say to ourselves, "If I only knew back then what I know now I would have made different choices!"

I look back at my twenties during a time when so many opportunities presented itself. If I knew about  the future growth of jobs in the healthcare industry, I'd entered graduate school and worked in cancer research, despite the costs.  (Tuition was so much cheaper back 20 years ago.). Moreover, I would have stayed at my government job knowing by this time next year (2016) I'd be close to early retirement.  (My mom warned me it was a mistake to quit that first job, but I didn't listen. Hindsight 20/20!!)  When it comes to my love life, if I had only listened to my gut instinct instead of my infatuated heart I would have stayed away from user boyfriends.  

We can't dwell on our past failures but learn from them.  Hopefully we have grown up and matured, making an honest effort not to repeat mistakes.

The soldiers guarding Jesus' tomb experienced their own form of hindsight is 20/20.  If they hadn't been asleep, and paid closer attention to the tomb, they may have seen Christ's body taken away. Well, at least this is what they thought. The chief priests didn't want the guards to get in trouble with the governor so they came up with an excuse:  Blame the disciples for stealing the corpse!  

If we look at scripture very closely, 20/20 Resurrection foresight is hinted at in John's version of Christ's empty tomb.  Specifically, it says John 20:6-7 (KJV):

"Then Simon Peter came, following him, and went into the tomb, and he saw the linen clothes lying there and the handkerchief that had been around His head, not lying with the linen clothes, but folded together in a place by itself."

Why would the handkerchief placed on Christ's head be folded and placed separate from the rest of his burial clothes?  Hmmm...Unless this is a foresight into the miracle of the Resurrection. Interesting detail to meditate on....

20/20 Resurrection foresight is clearly seen throughout the Old Testament Prophets.  The parallels to Christ are utterly amazing!

In our every day lives, let us turn to the Lord in prayer and petition.  Let us meditate on holy scripture.  Let us consume the Holy Eucharist as often as possible.  Allow the Holy Spirit to penetrated our lives in order to guide us along the narrow path to holiness.

We cannot predict the future; however, we can observe what is going on around us.  Is God calling us to do something different?  Is the Holy Spirit gently nudging us to reform our ways?  Is  Christ reminding us through his Resurrection that eternal reward awaits us in heaven if we only choose to follow Him in obedience?

Hindsight doesn't have to be 20/20. Replace it with 20/20 Foresight!

-J.

The Empty Tomb

Easter Sunday 2015

Gospel of John 20:1-9

The Empty Tomb Resurrection Cake !

On the first day of the week, Mary of Magdala came to the tomb early in the morning, while it was still dark, and saw the stone removed from the tomb. So she ran and went to Simon Peter and to the other disciple whom Jesus loved, and told them,“They have taken the Lord from the tomb, and we don't know where they put him.”

Jesus Christ is Risen Today!

Jesus Christ is risen today, Alleluia!
Our triumphant holy day, Alleluia!
Who did once, upon the cross, Alleluia!
Suffer to redeem our loss, Alleluia!

Hymns of praise then let us sing, Alleluia!
Unto Christ, our heavenly King, Alleluia!
Who endured the cross and grave, Alleluia!
Sinners to redeem and save, Alleluia!

But the pain which He endured, Alleluia!
Our salvation hath procured, Alleluia!
Now above the sky He's king, Alleluia!
Where the angels ever sing, Alleluia!

Sing we to our God above, Alleluia!
Praise eternal as His love, Alleluia!
Praise Him, all you heavenly host, Alleluia!
Father, Son, and Holy Ghost, Alleluia!

At mass morning, we sang the old Protestant hymn "Jesus Christ is Risen Today" with full organ accompaniment.  It's my favorite hymn! This song brought up memories of the Baptist Church I attended as a teen; the choir and the orchestra were incredible, especially on Easter Sunday!

 Despite the morning rain and chill, we had a good turnout at the Easter sunrise service.  Everybody dressed up in lovely Easter outfits.  One family of young women wore traditional veils over their heads. How beautiful and reverent. I've always wanted to wear a veil myself but never had the courage.  Maybe someday... 

Resurrection from the past I try not to attract too much attention, especially in church.  But, for the past few months I've noticed more smiles and looks of interest from others.  Total strangers come up to me to ask questions or say hello.  On Holy Thursday, an elderly woman approached me before mass.  She says she remembered me from a college entrance exam I took over 20 years ago.  She was my proctor!  A little embarrassed,  I tried to remember who she was as she described how my hair was long with waves.  (I had an 80's spiral perm!!) Then on Good Friday after the prayer service in front of the abortion clinic, a lady saw me and exclaimed, "I know you!  You were in my Catholic Biblical School class!  Remember me?  We were at the same table.  You were in your last year and I just started."  I looked at her. Once again, I didn't recognize her right away, but then when she told me her name I remembered.  It had been nearly 5 years ago we last spoke!  

I thought, "How interesting two people remembered me from years ago and during Holy Week!" All I can figure is I must have made a positive impact on them or they would not have greeted me so warmly.

Our Lord's Resurrection   Today we celebrate Easter and the Resurrection of the Lord Jesus Christ .  Sadly, Easter has become so commercialized that the "real reason for the resurrection" has been replaced by Easter egg hunts, the Easter Bunny, and Easter candy.  Stores profit from Easter sales and bargains.  This parallels secularized Christmas in every stretch of the imagination.  

On Good Friday I went to Target to buy some fish.  Two young ladies stood behind me in line.  They placed on the conveyor belt tons of chocolate candy, candy eggs, baskets, and other kid stuff.  As I looked at the mountain of sweets, I wondered, "Will these young ladies go to Church on Sunday or will they just make it a day of fun for the kids?"  Both ladies were covered in tattoos wearing short -shorts, thick make-up and fake eyelashes.  I think I the answer to the question was obvious.......

The Lord's Resurrection provides believers with a sense of hope.  We know nothing is impossible with God.  When we trust in him, he provides for us.  When we have faith in him, he surprises us with so many blessings.  When we love one another, and give to one another in acts of service, we mimic the way of life which is favorable to the Lord.

Christ has Risen, Alleluia, Alleluia!!

-J.

Easter Excitement

Holy Saturday, Easter Vigil 2015

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When the sabbath was over, Mary Magdalene, Mary, the mother of James, and Salome bought spices so that they might go and anoint him...... On entering the tomb they saw a young man sitting on the right side, clothed in a white robe, and they were utterly amazed. He said to them, “Do not be amazed! You seek Jesus of Nazareth, the crucified. He has been raised; he is not here. Behold the place where they laid him. But go and tell his disciples and Peter,  ‘He is going before you to Galilee; there you will see him, as he told you.’”

The Easter Vigil, April 1998  I entered the darkened sanctuary with a white candle in hand, wearing a pretty lavender dress and matching heels.  Tonight our close-knit  RCIA group would participate in the Rite of Acceptance. Over the past year, we learned about the Catholic Church's teachings with probing interest.   We concluded The Scrutinies with a high level of anticipation. Now the fire of Easter excitement burned! The Holy Spirit penetrated every crevice of our souls; we lived, breathed, and dreamed about receiving our first Holy Eucharist.

My Protestant family members sat in the congregation. Most had never attended a mass before, much less stepped inside a Catholic Church, so they didn't expect such a lengthy Easter Vigil.  Seven scripture readings later, followed by hymns and the traditional Litany of Saints, we reached Baptism and Confirmation.  When our pastor placed chrism on my forehead, saying my confirmation name Mary Magdalene, peace surrounded my heart.  Later when Holy Communion reached my lips joy overwhelmed my converted heart.

At the age of 24, I couldn't believe I waited so long to become Catholic.  In some ways I wish I had been born a cradle Catholic.  But, then again, I may have lapsed away instead of falling head-over-heels-in-love with the Catholic faith!

The Easter Tomb, Circa 1 A.D  Mary Magdalene and her companions entered Christ's darkened tomb with sadness in their hearts and spices in hand ready to anoint Jesus' body according to Jewish burial custom.  What did Mary see instead of a corpse wrapped in linen?  A young man clothed in a white robe; not just any ordinary man but an angel.

Where did Christ's body go?  Did looters steal it for the Jerusalem black market?  Where is Our Lord that we loved so much?!

Mary Magdalene experienced her own Easter excitement after hearing the news that Jesus Christ had been raised from the dead.  In fact, God blessed her with the honorable task of proclaiming the amazing news to Peter and the other disciples.

Mary Magdalene, although a woman, was highly respected by the community as well as the disciples. No question she was a Disciple herself!

Easter 2015    A darkened sanctuary transforms into a lighted one as "The Gloria" is sung in full fan fare.  Joyfulness embodies the church from ceiling to floors and from windows to doors. The Lord has Risen!  What an incredible occasion for triumph celebration!  

The Lenten penance has drawn to a close. Hopefully we changed ourselves for the better, resisting sinful habits and adopting healthy ones.  Now we celebrate Easter with a contagious excitement! Catholics throughout the world fill pews to overflowing, singing and praising to the Lord Almighty.  How beautiful to witness the smiles, the handshakes, and the hugs.  For some people, this may be the only Catholic mass they attend all year long.  Let us welcome them with warmth and a hardy invitation to join us again soon....

Who can resist the the wisdom embodied in Holy Scripture and the healing power of the Holy Eucharist?!

"On the third day, the friends of Christ, coming at daybreak to the place, found the grave empty, and the stone rolled away. In varying ways they realized the new wonder; but even they hardly realized that the world had died in the night. What they were looking at was the first day of a new creation, with a new heaven and a new earth....."  - GK Chesterton, "The Everlasting Man"

Happy Easter!!

-J.

A Modern-Day Calvary: Praying for Life

Good Friday of the Lord's Passion

Gospel of John 18:1-19:42

After this, aware that everything was now finished, in order that the Scripture might be fulfilled, Jesus said, “I thirst.” There was a vessel filled with common wine. So they put a sponge soaked in wine on a sprig of hyssop and put it up to his mouth. When Jesus had taken the wine, he said, “It is finished.” And bowing his head, he handed over the spirit.

I just returned from a Good Friday "Modern-Day Calvary" prayer service at an abortion facility. I have not prayed in front of such a clinic in over 10 years, so I was a little nervous what to expect.

The newly-built clinic is only 12 miles from my house, but it took forever to get there.  I hit every red light and even a train crossing.  My heart pound and raced as I wondered what this "surgical center" looked like. The one I used to go to, now closed down and demolished, was unsightly and literally reeked of death.....  

I parked over at a Baptist Church across the street from the clinic.  I noticed an awesome sign displaying the following words:  "You Can't Keep A Good Man Down. Happy Easter"  

"Amen!" I smiled thinking, "How true!  And you can't keep Pro-Lifers away from an abortion mill if moms and babies can be saved!"

Hundreds of pro-lifers (all ages) lined up along the sidewalk in front of the surgical center.  It's facade is clean and modern looking.  Nobody driving by would even know that late-term abortions are performed there EXCEPT for the string of pro-life signage and white crosses lining the sidewalk. 42 crosses displayed in a row =  the number of years abortion has been legal in the United States.

The white cross I stood at just so happen to have been broken in half.  It was for the year 1997.  I suspect a vandal must have walked by and tore it up in an ignorant effort to prove a point.  Right behind that torn up cross displayed an even bigger wooden cross propped up next to a tree.  

The group began the prayer service with the Pro-Life Stations of the Cross.  Then we transitioned into the Sorrowful Mysteries of the Rosary. We sang Easter-related hymns in between the mysteries.  The service concluded with a recitation of the Divine Mercy chaplet.  

The most interesting part of the hour and half prayer service was witnessing the reactions of cars driving by.  Several cars displayed their approval with double beeps (the happy honk!) and either a wave or a thumbs up.  At one point a school bus full of kids drove by!!  The driver honked and waved while the children waved, too.  Midway through the rosary, a paramedic truck sped by with horns blasting.  However, when they came up to our peaceful praying they silenced their sirens!  I thought, "Wow, what a courteous thing to do."

Of course, a few jerks (mostly men) drove down the busy street honking their horns full blast in order to drown us out.  The lovely middle finger showed up a couple of times.  I couldn't help but laugh at one guy giving us the "You're loony!" symbol with one hand as he took a smartphone pic with the other.  Aren't both hands supposed to be on the steering wheel when driving?  Oh boy...

We didn't let the naysayers bother us.  In fact, I couldn't help but laugh at their ridiculous antics!  We kept praying and singing, knowing we were doing this not only in remembrance of the crucifixion of Our Lord but also in recognition of the crucifixion of legalized abortion.

So many smiling faces as pro-lifers gathered together and in such beautiful weather! I was glad to be a part of such a beautiful event.

Blessings this Good Friday!

-J.